after finishing a chapter last night and shifting to turn off my lamp, i noticed out my window the perfectly framed view of the night sky through a latticework of branches. it's much quieter at andy's house... no noisy girls heard through thin walls. i was able to lay in bed in peace and let my thoughts take me wherever they wanted to go. some days i'm frustrated that i'm not where i want to be, but some days i'm just happy. it's funny how even when life gets turned upside down and nothing works out the way you want it to that a single hope for something in the future can sustain you. i won't indulge the negative by listing what's not working out... but a friend is coming home, and that thought last night as i lay in bed in complete calm and quiet made me happy.
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me too. and, of course, cry. because i cannot control my emotions to even a minute degree these days.
Lol... maybe I need to bring over some cookies? They always give me warm fuzzies... Or maybe some more pizza? ;)
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